reality bites. but it didn't just 'bite' me, it swallowed me whole, alive. i realised that whatever happened in the past, HAS happened and there really isn't ANYTHING you can do to change it. then why the feelings of regret and hatred? i don't know, really. but i guess there's nothing i can do about it but to keep it within myself and pray that it goes away.

so i pray.

anyways, met Helmi at the station. he's still onto Priscillia. found out that he went for the Easter drama too! he found it awesome! especially the William Hung part! hahas... it's all cool.. he's a very nice dude indeed! doing lotsa mushy stuffs for her. well, if only she knew. and that's always the case, isn't it? gurls will never know how much the guy loves them, till they find that the guy is gone. haa... such melodrama. but it's good, i suppose. i've never seen a guy so into a gurl. that EXCLUDES myself, but who am i to say. anyways, other than that, it's a good day! went to meet my baby at her place and she's good. love her smile, it just brightens up my day! then cell group was also held at jeryn's 2nd house. the air-con's really cold, and i mean COLD. like winter cold. :( *sorry josh and guys, wanted to join you guys for soccer, but i had cell. next time?*
then we all had pizzas and pasta while fellowshipping! we were having it the Jewish-style of eating. it means eating on the floor. for those who watched PoC will understand. Jesus ate with his disciples, the food were on a low-lying table while everyone were sat around it, on the floor. yea, you get the idea. except that the only thing missing was the table. :) other than that, all's cool. :) enjoyed myself, thoroughly. *all smiles*